January 12th, 2010

I guess I sometimes feel like that when I spread myself too thin. There’s only so much of me that can go around, and sometimes I have trouble with over=committing to different responsibilities/projects. When that happens, the things that have to be cut are things like sleeping, eating, hanging out with friends… which isn’t good.
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I know how this feels. It’s a really weird feeling, sometimes I don’t know if it’s good or bad. Sometimes it just feels better than the alternative. So I love this quotation. Thanks for sharing, Krissy ;) :)

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you write so well and i think blogging is a great way to distract yourself from whatever else makes your life uneasy. you’ll get back in the swing of things soon but for now i wouldn’t worry too much :)

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Lovely piece of writing Krissy!
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This is a really interesting thought. I think I know what you mean too. I’ve been feeling like that a lot recently.

btw, you have a beautiful blog.
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I think I definitely have a problem with being too okay with my own company. I can be alone for days and be absolutely fine, which isn’t really healthy. I am very much in my own world a lot of the time so I have to make sure I am paying attention to the things and the people around me before they disappear.

I can completely relate to that quote, I have a hard time expressing myself so I often retreat to a place where it’s not necessary to.
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I’ve been around that unpleasant block a few times. When I came out of it though, I felt like I was reborn somehow. So it probably just means you’re about to have some kind of great “rebirth”. Soul searching is good.

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I always feel like more of me is in a world where no one else exists, only me and what I do. Things I used to do, conversations I used to have, stuff that I used to find sacred, and the little things that amused me, with people, have completely vanished. To me, I don’t see it as a hole though. I do feel really lonely especially since I don’t really do much but stay at home, but I don’t see it as a bad thing. It reminds me of when I was younger and I was fine with being alone because I was able to make up fantasy stories for myself, pretend I was something other than a mere child, imagine my toys come to life, and anything else of that matter. The same right now. I still play dress-up when I’m alone, and play with what is left of my old toys, and such. Or even make a fantasy world out of what I create online with photoshop or whatever else. To me, the void, or the hole that you think has been created, is actually deleted memories and neglected pasttimes, where no spot is reserved, but the space where everything was created that you once enjoyed, has also depleted. I don’t know if that makes sense but, its like Alice in Wonderland for me.
BTW, I find your blog very inspirational, which is why I plug you a lot in my blogs. =]
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At the moment, I don’t feel like if I lose myself. But I know what is it and that’s not a pleasant feeling of course.
Good luck with that. =) =)
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